Life is a Bitch sometimes,

Different day,same shit. aint nufyn good.

wish i can run away from this bitch and never come back if i could..

Bang...!!!

My HEAD..

is all over the place..

just a black-out.

about to explode..

err...

I feel like..

I'm Loved and blessed...

Blaaaaaaaah.. work tomorrow !

A Beautiful Soul.

Ahoj..You just happened so randomly.

Just amazing times we had over the years, will never forget.

still the star,that never fades away.. a-aa-away..!

the sparkle i always see around me, that lift me up all the time.

Be positive always, that's what your book always say. So how can i be sad around you.

A trouble free women,

A warming person, With a gentle healing embrace.

You are a beautiful-L soul that shines like a rainbow.. :)

Un-Real to a Close eye.

I've been blind again.

What have I done..?

Courage.. please lift me up please..

RE-PAYING MY SINS..!

Sometimes I wonder, why the beautiful things happen to people

You then try so hard to protect it and the worst, you started depending on it..

The more you live, the more wiser you will be. Someone just said to me.

Yes, I do know I'm young and I may not know the world much better.

But, this life I have, is just pushing me to the limits which some times unbearable.

Listen this might sound so lame but,

Once I thought the love can be the most amazing feeling you can ever have..

I haven't tried any of them drugs that they 'were' talking on the TV all day, but small me happened to believed that some of them are addictive, yes just like you do believe.

Trust me on this, I got lost in this love and I was doomed. pretty much you would say "I got royally fucked in the name of this LOVE."

Why I think this love is worse than them drugs, cause you don't get nothing but just breaking in to pieces. Some might agree with me on this, but believe it or not it's one of them feeling which you don't want to experience.

So I suffered.

And then started realizing that you don't appreciate this love when you truly getting it from someone.

But once you have lost it, you will do possibly everything you can, to get it back even you push your limits out of all the boundaries.

But what can you do more if you can't get it back..? you simply give-up just to make them happy. Thinking you will never love again.

Look, you and me we both know eventually we will fall in love again with someone.

it will happen again sooner or later. So it happened to me again after a while just about a year ago.

But like the others i was afraid, it was just a moment. A sudden thing which took less than 10 seconds i guess.

I didn't want to express my feelings, I just let it play and the same time I re-winding my past and learnt from my mistakes.

So, I started to care about you,

Got to know you little by little,

Pictured the real person inside you.

I actually adore you no matter what happened and I still do.

Now, I don't think you will ever come across this note, but this is for you..

I had a good laugh with you.

I care about you.

I started to miss you, cause I hardly see you.

Something filling me inside, in each time i saw you.

Always try to make the best smile on your face.

Trying to watch my lyrics so badly, cause sometimes you get me wrong and I can't fix it.

It's too late, feel like I'm falling in to you, but I'm trying to figure it out still.

In a way I'm doing a wrong thing, but I can't unfold this feeling for you.

I will say this to you one day, but that will be too late.

And I will miss you for a very long time I guess. i just don't want to use this word 'FOREVER'

Just a little prayer to who ever controlling things from the above,

If this the Love Again... How long do I have to RE-PAY MY SINS..?

Because I STILL DON'T KNOW WHAT LOVE MEANS....!

p.s: This is straight from the heart. Not many will understand. but i hope you will read this one day..!!

Happy Christmas..

I was in peace for a hour..

just had moments of joy..

Isn't it feel bit better to let go your self for at least a second..? i kinda liked it.

prayers.. been a while I've done them.

hope they will delivered soon., but not yet, not yet..

The Happy days...

PAVLA..aaahhh

Landed.. the positive spirit is back..lol :) happy days..!!

FUCK THE FORECAST..

Cuz everyday is a SUNNY DAY..!!

A GOOD BYE

I was in the mess we left behind
I gave it all, everything I had.
I was missing you, but now I'm fine without you.
Though I put my heart on the line, now my tears are dried,
I'm not going to lie you, I ain't coming back.
Feel like I can start it over again with someone saying "hello how you doing..?" it's now or never.
Don't hate me I'm out of your rainbow and I'm trying to reach the sunshine.
I will see you in another life " stranger, hello how you been...?"
So I'm saying goodbye. :)

I May Go With You..

I hear lovely voices when the morning creeps in,
Lying in the golden field sorround by all the beautiful memories.
Hapiness is the only desire I have, this cold wind makes me uncontrol.
you must b the angel who try to reach out for me, to guide me there,
I'm near the gate but I can't come in.
My burdens are too heavy to get there.
so I save every moment cuz they are precious.
And my greivings say.................
" I may Go with you...!" :